Sunday morning

I haven't been sleeping well. I'm only about 30 pounds heavier, but almost all that weight is in one spot so I literally have to wake up to roll over. If I'm going to go to all that trouble, I may as well just roll out of bed, go pee and get back into bed on my other side. All that hubbub at 3am tends to wake up the baby so he becomes a wiggle monster for a good 20 minutes. Sometimes I can sleep through it and sometimes I decide to just surf the web on the iPhone for an hour or so in the middle of the night. Pregnant and can't sleep? There's an app for that.

All my restlessness tends to make me cranky in the mornings. I'm stiff and groggy and not sure where I am or what day it is. I've been known to literally wake up on the wrong side of the bed. But other times, like Sunday morning when I woke up to this, everything seems just fine.

waking up Sunday morning

35 weeks

I'm not sure if it's a coincidence or if maybe my heart-to-heart with the OB two weeks ago got through to them, but everyone was at the top of their game today for my appointments. I did have to see a dietitian, but it was Georgia this time and I don't mind her nearly as much as Marilyn. She was super pleasant and asked me about my weekend and if I had any questions or issues. She told me I was doing the right things and that the occasional high blood sugar for things like changing my infusion site was understandable and easily fixable.

I had a physician's assistant come in and tell me I was doing great as well and they just want to monitor me but don't see any reason for alarm. She complimented my Excel sheet and said my A1C of 6 was great. (I was hoping for something in the 5s but that test was from a crappy blood sugar period for me and there's no reason to get all Lisa Simpson about it.) They did my Group B Strep test today and sent me off for my nonstress test. That also went swimmingly and I have "great fluids" (I bet they say that to all the girls). Apparently anything over 10 is good (which I think is 1000mL or 1 liter) and I had 15.5.

It was almost creepy how pleasant they all were. Maybe they're scared of me. Which I would be fine with at this point.

I've got one more two week appointment at 37 weeks and then we're down to weekly visits until the baby makes his debut.

Dad's duck

15 years ago, my father lost his job and it almost ruined him. He had always had a job (if not several) since he was a teenager, but his contract job with a fax machine repair company was eliminated just before I left for college. 1994 was also the year Mom got breast cancer. It was a rough year for us all. When you suddenly don't have a job after 40 years, it can really turn you on your head. Dad had a very hard time adjusting. There was talk of getting rid of the pets because we couldn't afford them anymore, selling anything and everything we had and other gloomy premonitions for us all. Over time, though, he rallied when he realized we would indeed make it and eventually his contract job asked him to come back. But it was a long year or so in between.

During his period of unemployment, my father discovered a sickly duckling in the yard. I'm not sure where she came from or how she was injured, but Daddy took her in. He fashioned her an outdoor pen but because the raccoons might get her after dark, she spent the nights in my parents' bathroom. My mother brushed her teeth each morning with a duck to keep her company.

Dad's Duck

Because I was away at school, Mom sent me pictures to chronicle the progress of Dad's patient. The duck apparently had some sort of inner ear problem that made her fall over and unable to walk well. If you put her in water, she would immediately capsize and would have drowned if not rescued. So my father designed a sort of duck traction device out of a 2 gallon water jug and old pool ladder to keep her upright and encourage her to paddle. There were several versions of this device, but they all seemed to help in her water therapy.

duck water therapy

Eventually, the balance issue resolved itself and the duck could again eat, drink, waddle and swim. Unfortunately, as the weather turned cold, we also discovered that the duck could fly. She flew south that winter to migrate with her fellow kind, leaving my father behind.

Dad's Duck in her play yard

We worried that Daddy would get depressed once his duck had disappeared, but he seemed content enough that the duck recovered and adapted back to the wild. He did mention once, though, that if he ever found another sickly duck he might clip its wings so it would stick around a little longer.