String Glorious String!

It's been a busy weekend but a good one. I'm all pleased with myself at having finished half of my first knitting project (garters). I just need to go home and get the rest of the yarn to start on the second one. I bought all kinds of crafty goodies for my knitting and other string fetishes. I now have some new knitting needles and some very fine orange and black and blue yarn and an eyelet hole maker and a new lucet. I apparently have finally caught up with the rest of the Knowne World when it comes to these crafts, as I know I have tried both knitting and lucetting previously in my life and thrown my hands up in disgust. But I'm two for two so far in that I learned to knit last weekend and I learned to lucet string this weekend. Not sure what I'll tackle next weekend. :) The saga of my cell phone has finally come to rest, I think. My Treo 600 has been possessed for about two weeks now (that would be why I haven't been returning your calls). I finally got my replacement Treo 650 in the mail on Friday. I spent all day on Friday getting it setup. I think it was after midnight on Friday night before I finally got off the phone with them and they had "created a ticket" for me. She said to wait 36 hours before calling back. So at 2pm today I called up and they told me those 36 hours were only Monday through Friday so to call back on Tuesday afternoon or Wednesday morning. That's when we had the "oh, hell no!" conversation. The good news is that my phone had decided to reset itself and give itself a new password. We put it back and it works. My username has a typo in it now because tech support guy #4 can't type, but I don't really care at this point. It just works and that is enough. I'm syncing email and checking web pages from the phone. Hoorah.

Well, the Puddin' is snoozing next to me soundly so I think I'm going shop for bookshelves online. Wish me luck!

The New Version of Normal

I may have told some of you that back in December I made an appointment with my old endocrinologist to break up with him. I went in with all this fury, but in the end I just felt sorry for him. I sat down with him, with a speech all prepared. I had the opportunity to be really happy with this new endocrinologist. And if he really cared about me and my diabetes, he would just let me go. We've had a good run. I've known him for 20 years. But I'm just not satisfied anymore. But when I got into his office, I just couldn't do it. I asked him how many insulin pump patients he has and he told me about 50. But when I asked about the continuing glucose monitoring option, he just looked at me blankly and called in his nurse to answer the question. I explained that it's used to better determine basal rates and make sure that my sugar is under good control. And he looked and me and said, "but if you're not seeing any problems, why would you want to do it and go through all that?". That's when it hit me. He just didn't get it anymore. He was old and tired and needed to retire.

The last straw was when he asked me when I was going to have children. I just looked at him. After an awkward pause, I said, "well, my boyfriend and I haven't really talked about it that much seeing as we don't live in the same city, but when we get to that topic, I'll be sure to let you know." Stammering, he said, "I thought you were married." "Yes, I was. Married, divorced and about to live in the same house with my boyfriend of two years. Hence all the name changes." It got weird after that.

He handed me a blood test form to take to LabCorp. He said I should call him in a few weeks and we could talk about my results. He always says that, but then when I call, some strange woman answers the phone and makes up things. We've just grown apart. I don't want to fight anymore. Not in front of the nurses. So I paid my copay and walked out and never looked back.

But then I went to see my new endocrinologist. He has an e-mail address on his business card. He looks at the printouts I bring from my insulin pump program. He checks my feet and feels my thyroid. We spend what seems like minutes in the exam room talking about carbohydrate counts and prescription plans. I finally feel like there's someone who listens to me and my diabetic feelings. We only met once, but I feel like we have a special bond.

The real surprise was this week when I got a letter in the mail from his office. It was printouts from my lab results - the actual carbon copies of what he gets, down to every last little number and detail. What bliss! No more calling the office to talk to a nurse who tells me my numbers are "normal" but can never give me a number or a range of what "normal" is. Apparently, my urine has a pH of 6.5 and a specific gravity of 1.005. Not only was it free of ketones, but also of nitrates and bile. My blood has a calcium level of 9.9 mg/dL and a potassium of 3.8 mmol/L. He even hand-wrote in that I have an excellent cholesterol profile! My laboratory cup runneth over (no pun intended).

So I'm overjoyed at my new doctor situation. His office is closer to mine than my old doctor. He has hundreds of insulin pump patients. And I'm finally excited about going to the doctor. With a relationship like this, I may actually go every three months like they suggest.

Baby, It's Cold Outside

Holy crap, I have sooo much to tell you all! Gather around, scootch in close and listen up. You there, come closer ... don't make me tell you again about the scootching. Ok, so workmate Curtis and I went to Ithaca, NY in January. Not the smartest thing in the world to do, but it was necessary for work type official stuff. It was a very good trip all around and I was pleased we made the trek. In fact, while the past two weeks have been long in the work related world, they've been very rewarding. We had one of our big meetings recently and those are always a good time for me. I managed to not get sick (which is a first since for the past three years in a row, I think I've either felt like hell and/or lost my voice). I am the one person in the company who usually does the "dog and pony" show on new features and new products. It's an exhausting event to be "on" for so many people who all know who I am but I have to struggle to remember folks. But we also tease that our users group is more like a cult than any sort of average gaggle of users, so it makes for close bonds and good times. I was told not only by my co-workers how good I did, but by several colleagues and customers. Hooray me! It's always nice to have positive feedback. The meeting was in Boston (yes, Hannah, I tried to e-mail you but your mailbox was full) but we managed to miss out on the Blizzard of aught 5 and get out of town before any snow really stuck to the ground. We were back home soon enough and while I worked all weekend, it was a good time.

I spent lots of money on stationary for Regan and congratulated her parents on the birth of their new son (w00t!). I'm excited to see him in person and to show Regan her goodies. Co-worker Kathy and I spent many hours in Levenger and Papyrus gasping at amazing feats of paper and ink and I justified many of my purchases (like the animal shaped rubber bands - both the pet and zoo variety) on their uniqueness and the fact that Regan would like to see them. I think I'm a stationary fanatic. I could spend hours in Office Max. Don't even get me started on the new highlighter I found (who's hyperlink just sucked up another 30 minutes of my life in browsing and gasping).

In stationary news, I used my fancy new highlighter in my two new books I'm reading. I finished 1984 while in New York (of course, reading all the dramatic parts while in flight so I'm sobbing while the flight attendant is putting seatbacks in upright positions). The Puddin' claims it is "required reading for living in a free society." Interestingly enough, my fancy private school never required it for class. But my father's one room farm school in Edgecombe County, North Carolina offered it as part of its curriculum. So apparently Daddy went to a better school than I.

After finishing that, I've moved on to Gloria Steinem's Outrageous Acts and Everyday Rebellions. Let me tell you, it's very fine. I had read bell hooks' Feminism is for Everybody and while it was a great primer, it was much more angry. Steinem's essays are so articulate and human and genuine that I am quite smitten. Her writing style is similar to that of , which speaks highly of them both. I'll write more on that in depth, but we have a lot of ground to cover still to get everyone up to speed and I'm trying to avoid the need for an lj cut tag in this whole thing (too late, but bear with me).

I had great Gary last Friday and he listened to my whole schpeal about Steinem's essay and then loaned me Mary Catherine Bateson's Composing a Life. Look for a book report from me on that as well soon.

This weekend was relaxing in that the Puddin' and I had a grand time puttering about. We spent several evenings where he would play WoW online and I would read feminist essays to him. Amazingly this works really well. I comment on the murlocs he's killing or the flight path he's taking and he comments on Steinem's essay about her mother's mental illness. Such a grand time.

Other highlights involve my falling down the stairs Saturday morning. I woke up with low blood sugar and the Puddin' looked so cute I didn't want to wake him. I didn't want the Sprite that was upstairs in the fridge designed just for middle of the night low blood sugar but wanted juice from the fridge in the kitchen. About four steps from the bottom, my feet slipped out from under me and I smacked my right arm, my butt and the back of my head on the stairs on the way down. I was too tired to cry and was only glad I didn't crush the deaf dog on the way down. And the huge THUD didn't even wake the Puddin'. I got my juice, crawled back into bed and whimpered a bit til I fell back asleep. Puddin' woke up and frowned at me for not following the "Genie low blood sugar procedure" of waking him and kissed my elbow to make it better.

Sunday I bought the world's best closet organizer, which I hope to take pictures of soon and post and topped off the evening with my water heater shorting out and smoking up the laundry room. Daddy is coming over tomorrow to replace it. Dad rocks. I called to tell him "my water heater is smoking" after I killed the circuit to it and he came over to diagnose, explain how they don't make water heaters like they used to, diagram how the two elements work and then work up the plan to replace it sometime this week (it's a slow leak that dripped and blew out the switch). Only my father would have a water heater switch just lying around on a Sunday night to replace for me so I can have a hot shower. I repeat, Dad rocks.

So those were the high points. I still have more to say about the Steinem essays, our plans for the house, what level my WoW character is and a variety of other things, but those are for another day.